Heartbreak

No tears last night. I am amazed, I think that it is the first day that I have not cried since that fateful Thursday when my heart was crushed. Finally I feel like I am standing on solid ground again. I am forcing myself to sing along with the radio, watch silly movies, dance in the living room. I still wish that I could hate him, or at least stop loving him so much. Perhaps it time those feelings will soften into something less bitter.