Closure

I took some time yesterday to read over my blog. It is hard to go revisit the pain. The feelings and sadness were recognizable, given that they so recently occurred in my life, but not feelings that I currently hold. In a small way, it is sad to look back and see this woman, so stricken with the grief of losing one that she held dear to her heart. However, it is healing to realize that I finally have some closure in my life. I dreamed he was the one. I prayed for the day that everything would just fall into place and it would be happily ever after. Now I understand that I was blinded by the love. Pulled back from that time and place, viewing it through non-rose colored glass, I see it for what it was. I see him for what he is, and I see me for what I am – finally.