Need to get away.....

I'm going back to Cali, rising, surprising
Advising realizing, she's sizing me up
Her bikini - small; heels - tall
She said, she liked, the ocean
She showed me a beach, gave me a peach
and pulled out the suntan lotion
(L.L. Cool J)

I want to climb in to a plane, train, car or bus and vanish. Leaving behind only the lingering warmth of my presence. I want to walk away and begin again, different and pure, a fresh life with no trace of this life in it. Perhaps I will just spend the day dreaming of a different reality.