Tuesday, August 01, 2006

The Day After

When I am upset, I lash out quickly, I release the anger, letting it pour from me in a white hot fury. But lately, I have come to realize that there are a couple of men in my life that I am angry at all the time. So last night, in a calm and rational fashion I did some purging. I deleted emails and numbers from my telephone, pictures and text messages where also sent to the great electronic garbage pail in the sky. I will no longer entertain these men from my past. The ones that cheated and lied. They seek something from me now, as if my friendship prevents them from being the person that they really are. I seek something as well, some sort of understanding as to why. There is no explanation that will make me better. I must look forever forward and not back anymore.
So men of my past life, I bid you farewell. I am off to be happy, skip through fields of tulips and kiss strange men.....

5 Comments:

At 9:27 AM, Blogger Beta Fishy said...

Yes, I am beginning to figure that out.

 
At 11:43 AM, Blogger Beta Fishy said...

Ha! I just learned lmao and ttyl. Computer language - very strange.

It is odd. What to do once the love is gone. Sometimes I have problems deciding. No advice? That might be a good thing because all my girlfriends have TONS of advice.

 
At 1:14 PM, Blogger Holly said...

I think you made the right decision. It's so hard to cut people out of our lives, though, isn't it? For the longest time I had contact with a person I should have removed from my life almost immediately. It took me ages to realize that.

Good on you!

 
At 1:40 PM, Blogger Beta Fishy said...

I have tried to change my time. It is still one of those things that I can't quite figure out.

Thanks Holly.....and I agree your icon is smokin'.

 
At 10:59 AM, Blogger Holly said...

Thank you both. I love that picture..it just makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. :)

 

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