Thursday Failures
I'm not internationally known
But I'm known to rock the microphone
Because I get stoopid, I mean outrageous
Stay away from me if you're contagious
'Cause I'm the winner, no, I'm not the loser....
(Rob Base)
Well - angeli più cari, the plan to keep busy and fill my time was not the success that I had hoped. Perhaps if I had filled my time more wisely, as in not getting dressed up and going to his house. Lessons learned, then learned again, then discussed and then retaught tend to become repetative. Imagine that. Actually feeling wonderful and light today. Perhaps I just needed to shed my final tears in front of him.
posted by Beta Fishy @ 8:50 AM
2 comments
2 Comments:
Hi there little Miss Betafishy,
I haven't commented on anything you have written, although my 16yr old son has put one of your things on his blog (the crazy one about room in your mind for one more) I haven't felt so compelled to until now. I suddenly am older (37) and wiser and want to help you out. I too, used to get all dressed up and offer myself to a man who didn't want me anymore....sometimes it was a mental fatal attraction...I recognize....So one day I came away with this....I was like a big juicy better than Subway sandwich with sprouts and avocado...a footlong if you know what I mean, and the old stupid bastard that I was So in love with was more in the mood for a little grilled cheese (he not long after married one)....All's I'm saying is you have SO Much, mucho, Lotta lot to offer....and you Will run into someone who'll be hungry for you. You don't even know....I can't wait to read your stuff when he finds you....you were my first favourite by the way....
Changapluda,
Thanks for your kind words. I could not even think of what to say when I first read this. Through the tears it can be hard to write. I am slowly gain perspective on the whole matter. It helps when people straighten me out a bit.
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