Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Scarlett: I only know that I love you.
Rhett Butler: That's your misfortune.

I lie in the dark. Looking up at the man that I love. In one quick action he reaches out and pulls my heart from my chest. His words and actions betray a viciousness that I have never known. I lie there stunned, the pain more than I can comprehend, but no tears come. He pulls me to him, touching and caressing. I imagine I am no longer me. I have become to him the one that he misses. Afterwards, I lie silently beside him. I raise and walk out, never turning back, never saying good-bye. I walk down a stairwell that I will never see again, and close the gate on my past. At that moment, I am free. My soul flies towards heaven.

2 Comments:

At 10:02 AM, Blogger changapeluda said...

Dearest, sweetist, getting wisest, soulful BetaFishy,
You have made someone smile BIG in Nipomo, CA TODAY, Girl!!!!!
I have perma-grin whilst I am typing this....Thank God almighty you are FREE AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There's this song someone wrote just for you! I swear! I wouldn't lie to you about something like this. You can find it on this guy's blog, I'm not clever enough to link or whatever it is I'm supposed to be doing so I'm copying his address from my Favourites. http://orlinal.blogspot.com It's the April 29th one....This blog is called Orlin and the comments (except mine) or in a very foreign language. But she SINGS in English. I think the blogger is Bulgarian...

Anyway I hope you can listen to this song. It's a treat. As are you.
PS If there ever was a song you should be singing it IS this one.

 
At 12:59 PM, Blogger Beta Fishy said...

Changepeluda.....

Thank you so much, as ever, for your super kind words!

I love the song. Went out and immediately searched the internet for the lyrics. It is beautiful!

 

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